A conversation in letters continued 3

Dear Goddess Divona!

How are YOU doing? Is everything okay for YOUR stay?

i am still deeply touched by the wonderful surprise i could find in my mailbox yesterday. Thanks a lot for this lovely card. YOU are so good to me and i am once more absolutely speechless. But this is normal and understandable if one has the unique privilege to kneel in front of a real Goddess of flesh and blood and to serve her as a obedient, well-educated slave. Real D/s happens beyond words. There is nothing left to say when the beloved Dominatrix demands full attention of her object that She will penetrate thoroughly; his mind, body and soul. YOUR selected words are so wise and exaggerated. What could be nobler or more fulfilling than adore and worship YOU in any manner YOU wish? – Nothing at all!

YOU exactly know how much i am looking forward to meet YOU again and attract YOUR attention for YOUR dedicated trip. Every minute of the last three months were painful agony for me. Nothing compares to YOU. Our last meeting changed everything in my life. That is the simple truth.

i am willing to do whatever it takes to please YOU and make YOU comfortable.

To be honest with YOU, i am totally nervous and excited because i want to do everything perfect and for YOUR complete satisfaction; i give my very best to prove me to YOURSELF.

Last night, when i wrote YOU an sms, i was laying awake in my bed. i could not sleep and not eat all day long because i have been aching with anticipation for the Rubber Ball and YOUR arrival

…good friends of mine tell me that i altered since my trip to see you. They have no idea how right they are…

Yes, i am very scared of the moment YOU will leave me on Tuesday. Then those words will get new sense for me: So the little prince tamed the fox. And when the hour of his departure drew near– “Ah,” said the fox, “I shall cry.” “It is your own fault,” said the little prince. “I never wished you any sort of harm; but you wanted me to tame you . . .” “Yes, that is so,” said the fox. “But now you are going to cry!” said the little prince. “Yes, that is so,” said the fox. “Then it has done you no good at all!” “It has done me good,” said the fox, “because of the color of the wheat fields.”

Please my leather-clad Goddess, take me thoroughly as YOUR slave and be relentless on me.

YOU are always on my mind, my adorable Mistress Divona.

Thank YOU so much for everything.

We will have a great time together.

Counting the seconds until YOU make me YOURS.

Submissive regards,

YOUR grateful caged slave

A conversation in letters continued 2

My desperate caged slave,

If you last the cage until you receive this letter I will be impressed.

Currently, I am sitting in the cage on the waterfront across from the playhouse. I have been coming to this cafe for 3.5 years. There is a woman being interviewed directly across from Me. She is probably around My age. From over hearing her conversation she has just become a nurse and wants to get a weekend job. I think about her and so many other women that I meet and I think that if only they knew what My life was like. They are trying to survive in this world by serving others. I am served daily, never work, have a beautiful life. If only the knew they could have everything they wanted they only had to ask. This life is not for everyone. So many work fruitlessly. Apparently, she was just hired. Good for her. Fortunately I will never be in that position. you are part of that reality, your desire to attend to My wants and needs. you could feel chivalrous, instead you should just feel so utterly fortunate to be taken as a slave and given a purpose. you are now part of My vision. Purpose is important to be able to judge the value of your life: what you have accomplished.

One hour ago I was visited by a submissive who I met years ago but rarely see now. Maybe 3 times per years. I was excited to see him because he reminds Me of you. Similar look and same romantic ideals of slavery. I had a wonderful time with him as I was envisioning I was with you. Am I a bitch for that? I don’t care. I wore leather gloves, a leather skirt, stockings, high heels and a sheer top. I wen to this hair salon yesterday and My hair looks amazing, so long, smooth and blonde. I just looked stunning. I took a picture of Myself to send to you.

I’ll tell you a secret.

What I find most erotic out of everything that I have experienced or thought is this: Leading a man into temptation, being the seductress that I am, and turning a man into a slave, seeing how far I can make him go. I get very aroused by My power. I would like to lead you into a dessert just to see if you would follow Me and for how long. Maybe now you can begin to visualize your fate. you must be so incredibly excited about My power. Aching for Me to extend it over you, and I will.

Have you ever read Soren Kierkegard? Get a copy of the Seducers Diary.

you are going to be so filled with desire when you see Me at the airport. When y9ou see My outfit, how I walk, My beautiful hair and face and the smile.

In preparation for  My visit you should note the following:

Every morning, I like to start with fresh fruit and tea but only decaffinated. I like to swim every morning, so I hope teh hotel has a ppool for Me. you can hold My towel and wrap Me up when I exit the pool. you should prepare your ass for Me by using an anal plug. I intend to be relentless wiht you. I have a severe allergy to cats so make sure there are none around.

I expect you on your knees at all times unless I tell you otherwise or if we are in public. Make it so that you won’t have to answer the phone or email while we are together. Make an effort to prepare your hands to massage Me. Bring you shaving kit as I would like to shave you. your genitals, face or ooth.

More instructions will follow.

In Glory and Divinity,

Goddess Divona

A conversation in letters continued

my inexpressible Lovely and Demanding Mistress Divona!

I have just come home and found YOUR long-expected letter in the mail. i am deeply touched by the wisdom and honesty of YOUR enchanting words. i read and re-read it again and again on my knees. As YOU can imagine, i get tears in my eyes. i haven’t ever received something more romantic and touching than YOUR awesome affirmation of authentic D/s. To kneel in front of YOU gives me the peace and freedom i was looking for years. To share such a far-reaching relationship with a person that decided to go this unique path is not only heaven on Earth for me, but also totally romantic! Even it most people would never understand these urges i have never been ashamed to be what i am: a male submissive willing to do whatever it takes to please his beloved and adored Mistress and give up anything else and leave all the rest behind. Surely, it is not an easy way to go. No pain no gain! But i am confident in what i am doing and i never asked someone else for his opinion, too. i admire YOU for going this path, YOU know that. To give myself up for YOU and only exist through YOUR will is my biggest wish and my destiny for sure. i am perfectly blissful to have found YOU. i pray to YOU as my GODDESS and i do it with all my thinking, feeling and acting with every breath i take.

The instances YOU made in YOUR lovely sign of domination impressed me much. i am sure of that true D/s and BDSM cannot be learned or faked up. It is destiny and a choice that changes anything forever. If one is not able or willing to accept this wonderful gift, one would be unhappy for the rest of one’s life. But like for every great thing in life, the price to be payed in advance is very high: To leave the earlier life behind nevertheless the others tell. But one day when i am old i hope i can look back and say to myself: “i did it my way!” No regrets. No matter what the rest of the world is thinking about me and my submissive behavior and attitude. So i absolutely agree with YOUR statements regarding D/s and BDSM feelings and experiences.

i can read books about water and swimming but only the faithful jump into the blue will tell me the truth

Dear Mistress Divona, i am perfectly willing to venture this mysterious path under YOUR total control and guidance. It is so exciting and overwhelming to be part of something bigger.

Your slave in xxxx will probably never find what he is looking for (or better: what he thinks to be looking for) because if he was born to be a slave he would be it for his lifetime – even if he  tries to resist his destiny.

i have been waiting all the time for the right woman that shares my passion and is able to understand me to share this unique act of corporal fusion.  It is not possible to live in an intact D/s relationship and to be in a “normal” relationship in the same time. For a slave like me it means: i cannot serve to two Goddesses simultaneously. But this would never be OUR style. There are rules to abide. Trust and respect are the fundamentals not only for a “common” relationship, but especially for a D/s relationship where total power exchange demands for complete submission of one part.

In the meantime, i learned that sex is only a little part of something more fascinating and greater: BDSM truly is advanced sexuality as YOU mentioned before. For sure, only my adorable Mistress controls my orgasms. YOU, severe GODDESS in tight leather! Surely, it is something special to present his Domme the gift of himself thus SHE can do whatever pleases HER.  But there is no matter what SHE is doing with the slave generally. Because he belongs to HER completely and is only living for HER pleasure.  That is my opinion i try living after. There was a point i want to give up, yes. But when we met i immediately knew to have found what i have been looking all my life.

Thank YOU so much for this invaluable gift and privilege to be on focus of YOUR superior dominance. To be allowed to present all my being every day as a devoted gift to YOU is the greatest honor. Women are born to rule over men. YOU are on Earth to be worshipped and adored in every possible way. i know for sure:  YOU definitely are a GODDESS; the one and only for YOUR desperate lowly slave.

For YOUR dedicated trip everything is under construction. i am aching with anticipation for this great moment. Nothing else matters for me. We will spend a great time together.

To recur: Nothing compares to YOU.

Please take me as YOUR slave and take me thoroughly. Tame me, my Lovely Rose.

YOU make me so happy and satisfied. My cock wants to escape from his severe chastity-dungeon. But it is impossible…

Submissive regards,

YOUR grateful desperate slave

A conversation in letters

The following is a reproduction of an ongoing conversation between Myself and slave #4.

To My dedicated and desperate slave,

It feels lik eso long has passed since we met last. The distance between us makes this relationship more enchanting. The thought of coming to your country to stand over your all allow you to adore Me is very exciting. It is, for Me, romantic to travel to another country, rent a hotel room and dedicate My dominance to crafting you and molding you into what I desire. you are going to be immersed in My dominance for days. you will leave the real world behind for a time and be seduced by My magic. you will undoubtedly wat to give up your control and give way to My control over you.

In the world that we live in, you would think that having such a relationship or experience would be impossible or too risky. Some may think that I am either bold or worse: reckless. Despite all of the reasons why this shouldn’t exist, it does. Somehow, I have created this life of D/s. I just assumed that I could have it and it worked out. It way My belief that I was a woman to be worshipped and that there was a man who would appreciate this fact. My belief became reality several times over. Similar, I would think, to your desire to meet and experience a woman who lives D/s. you said i your letter that you wanted to give up at a point, to stop searching for Her. Now you have found freedom by submitting to the woman who can guide your focus.

It’s interesting how as time goes by, some people show fascination or admiration with My lifestyle. Once I was interviewed by a Masters student in Criminology for her thesis. She wanted to interview several pro-dommes and write a paper on it for her degree! I was open to helping her but I thought to Myself, ‘how can one dissect this academically? This D/s is a feeling, an emotion. It was not so long ago considered a pyschological illness (SM). Now popular media is in love with this idea of a Dominatrix woman and attitudes have changed. It is a fad. But this isn’t new. This D/s has been practiced for a long time. I think it is because D/s appeasl to some aspects of the human condition. Think of Cleopatra, Lola Montez, La Belle Otero, Josephine, among others. These great women of history had men on their knees psychologically or actually. It exists, so why should we be astounded when it happens. When it is really in front of us, looking us in the face.

I truly believe that D/s and BDSM is advanced sexuality. It is not something to be ashamed of or feel guilty for. A submissive of mine, of 3 years who is close to your age recently asked to be released from his bonds. He is getting out of D/s cold turkey because he doesn’t want to regret not having a family. I think his effort is noble but I doubt he will be able to stay away from indulgences. I know him, and I know that he is a genuinely submissive male. Sure enough, as he knows I will be in Europe in September, he has invited Me to come to meet him. I asked him why and he said he didn’t know. But of course he knows, because I am his Mistress. What good would it do for Me to go? Conflict him further?

I am telling you that these urges are with us. you and Me. We have the desire to be a part of something meaningful and that is beautiful that we met and are going down this path.

There is a book called Death and Sensuality by Georges Batailles. Have you read? I think you may find this very interesting.

Well My slave, I have given you enough to contemplate for now. Piercing you, I think is a very good idea. I want to be there when it happens. We will do this when I arrive as a ritual of your slavery. Find a clean studio that is easy to travel to and open on weekends. Make a list of the places that I should see while you are escorting Me around the city. If there is a show we can go to on Saturday then make a suggestion.

I will be arriving on Friday xx, in the evening. I will anticipate you meeting Me at the airport, surrendering to Me and being owned.

Enjoy your desperate anticipation of My arrival.

Mistress Divona

A gift to share

Lying here beneath my Mistress on the floor,
I may look up and adore her beauty.
She has one bare foot pressed firmly on my chest,
And I worship the other with my tongue.
She smiles coolly at me, as I search her face
For flickers of pleasure, encouragement
That my service gives measure, and pleases her.
A burst of bright joy, like a shooting star,
Blazes briefly within my chest. The delight
Of moments, when I feel completely hers,
Warms my soul, like home fire in the cold forest,
On a winter’s night.

She raises her crop and makes me spread my legs.
My genitals, hers to take, she has bound
Tightly in her restraining yoke of leather
And cold steel. She flicks them nonchalantly
And presses her toes to my lips, demanding
Entrance. I see her smile, and her eyes close,
As I take her wondrous toes into my mouth.
She sighs, and tenses the muscles in her
Thighs as I suck, holding my rapt gaze with hers.
She beats a steady rhythm with her crop
Throughout, and I cry out sometimes at the pain,
But dare not stop my worship for a moment,
For fear of causing Mistress to complain.

To my Mistress , domination
Comes naturally, like hunting to the lion.
A lovely predator, it is her nature
To command, be obeyed by, and torment
Her adoring boys to her heart’s delight.
She opens up for us a world of beauty,
In which we serve, in sweet proximity,
A strong woman who holds us to our duty,
And revels in her femininity.

~From an admirer

The Beginning

I have been considering what to do with this blog for the past 6 months. So at long last, here it is.

When I began as a Domina, I never imagined the power I would gain, the life I would build, or the control and influence over men’s lives that I would attain.

I have seen human nature in pure form. I have caused fear, pain, humiliation, depression, elation, and contentment among other emotions. I have had the pleasure of breaking a man. Seeing a man go past his point of what can be handled. Cry. Shake. Be in shock. I have had submissives to the point where they cannot make decisions for themselves. I become responsible for their well being. It becomes easy to spot the ones who won’t go far. The ones who want to dictate what their submissive experience will be. The ones who beg for the strap on but their thoughts are more than the body can handle. Those ones don’t even deserve My glance, let alone having isolated time with Me, My attention.

I am a dominant Mistress, of course I am selective with who I allow to serve Me. Why shouldn’t I be? This is My life, My energy, My expertise. Why waste My experiences on those who are unworthy? So many think that they can just buy their experiences. What I do goes far beyond commerce. The submissive men who kneel at My feet are in their place because they have earned it or have impressed Me enough to be given a chance.

I fully recognize that I am not suitable for everyone. That is exactly the point.

Once a person gets past the necessary functions of life, he is secure in his survival etc. , when a person really contemplates their life, they must think of what is really important above the baseness of just living. Consider what is beyond the superficial human condition. Some may realize that a mans greatest achievement can be the closeness in a relationship with a woman. To be with someone where he can go past  what were known as limitations, to discover deeply his sexuality, motivations, and to generally be able to please a demanding woman: this is accomplishment.

I have always believed that the more fortunate man is the one whose wife is demanding. When I say demanding, I mean directing or influencing from a position of power, not a nagging woman. I say he is the luckier man because the demanding wife won’t allow him to waste himself. A submissive wife who doesn’t demand from her husband is doing him a disservice because he never grows past his own experiences.

The point of the discussion is to make clear that My intention with BDSM is to go far beyond the superficicial layer.

Mistress Divona

Mistress Divona is an affirmation that true dominance exists. In a time when any young, attractive girl can sell herself as a Dominatrix, offer the usual menu of “services”, Mistress Divona presents exclusivity to the submissive who seeks a deeper, more meaningful submission.

Mistress Divona is an International Mistress who engages in BDSM relationships. She does not provide “sessions”, where the Domme is indifferent and distant. Such sessions are ultimately unsatisfying and forgettable. She values highly the submission she demands.  

Mistress Divona is a natural Dominatrix with impossibly high standards and relentless demands. She is in many ways classic: timeless, graceful, and confident. She can dominate not just with the sting of a whip but with the captivation of a single glance.

She thrives on seeing submissive men who have an understanding of their sexuality, kink, fantasies and who have a desire to experience submission at a deeper level. A man who yearns to seek captivity in trying to satisfy a powerful woman’s unending desires. He does so because he is unable to resist her beauty, her charm, her elegance. He is simply unable to resist the subtleties of her presence, mannerisms, the way she walks, her perfume, her accent, her SM intelligence.

Mistress Divona considers BDSM to be a tool and not an end in itself. The goal is ecstasy thorough submission. The relationship will create an atmosphere where the submissive can experience happiness and pleasure in begging for the continuation of his torture, punishment, and rewards. In public, She will subtlety direct your behaviour. The submissive will walk into a room with Mistress Divona and be looked upon with envy, not shamefulness.

Mistress Divona chooses each submissive carefully, and considers those who fit the above profile to be her ideal partner on a journey into submission.